Holiday....

Hi..
In holidays i wont always online because i cant go to my cousin''s house..
This holiday,Cold,Lonely holiday starts to freaking me out...
I'm supposed to leave to Brunei on Sunday by 2pm..
But the end..
I ended with CRYING like hell in my room because my dad don't allow me to go..
My family freaked out on me after looked at me crying and shouting like MADNESS..
After i cried..
My mind is thinking about SUICIDE..
I started to ask my friends..
How are they gonna comfort a person that think suicide is the only way to let her leave her pain..
I get answers..
Thanks you guys because you guy made me feels relief..

In holidays i will starts with quite few meeting of RRSS ORIENTATION 2010..
Then will join some camp..
RRSS PREFECT CAMP 2009 on 14th-16th Dec & Gospel Church Youth Bible Research Camp starting from 2nd-5th Dec..
After all..
My holidays was not that bad..



Happy Holidays to all^^
To All My Friends..
I MISSED YOU GUYS!!!!!!!
Mwarkaka..